Wednesday, March 21, 2007

I want to be strong!

Posted by jo@n at 3/21/2007 10:40:00 AM
Two months ago of today, is a day of dad leaving us, he was leaving us forever and i can't saw his face and smile anymore. It was a sad day that i would not forgotten in my life!

I remember that the few days before dad leaving, I was back my hometown and enjoyed my weekend at home. He brought me to buy a rice cooker *for use in my hostel* .Before that I'm just simply said that it's trouble for me to cook if no cooker. But then, he really went to the shop to survey the price and told me that his friend's shop got a nice cooker. I'm so touch! Cause, I got a good dad! Not just this matter he done for me, he was done many just because of us. I'm appreciated him so much!

Although it already past two months times, I'm still remember what was happened on that day. It's just remain in my thinking and memory everyday and everyday. It's still make me so suffer and depress. I know I must be strong and can't remain live in the sorrow. I really don't know how to do that.

!@#$%^&*+=:?

Who can teach me to learn be strong ?!
Who can give me colorful ?!




6 comments:

EireenKuan on 9:49 AM said...

erm ... mayb i cant really 'ti hui' ur sadness ...
wanna be strong is depend on u and ur mind ... nobody can help u ... as ur friends,we just only can accompany, give u advice and wish u can be strong ...
mayb u can think like that, 'HE' also hope that u can continue live in the better life ... in the real life, 'HE' cant do anything for u, but 'HE' will always support u in ur soul, bcoz 'HE' still live in ur mind and u will always think of 'HIM' ...
'HE' love u and u love 'HIM', everybody wish that the person u love is happy always ... i think 'HE' also think like that ...
aiya ... got many things want to said, but i dun know express in english ... wahaha ... paiseh le ... hope u can understand what i want to say ...
my best friend, GAMBATEH !!!
anything need my help, just send me a message or drop me a call ...
'U can do it' - set it into ur mind ...

Anonymous said...

I know it's difficult, but don't push urself too hard. Give urself enough time and space so that u get to move on to the next level. Seeing u feeling down about it in this entry really hit me, I wish I would be able to help out if u need me. I truly wish u all the best, from the bottom of my heart.

StephenLim on 9:09 PM said...

joan:

be strong!!! this is actually summarize what i want to say to you.

i experienced the feeling of losing a father (god father). nothing else to be sad and feel sorry for this and that. appreciate yourself and your family members from now onwards ok? :)

again.. be strong in your life journey!!!

remember this from me --> :D

jo@n on 9:23 PM said...

kglin - i can get what you want to tell me, i know that the person who can help me is just myself only...Yea, i believe i can do it in one day and i will try my best! Thx ya, my best friend forever!

nicole - I'm just want to say THANKS to you again, thx for your supporting and wishes beside me. Love you ya, my dear dear =)

stephenlim - Yea, i will be strong! I think i'm just need some time...Thank You!!! I'll not forget your big smile to me :D
Haha...

StephenLim on 12:07 AM said...

joan:

good!! then i (and all the bloggers) remember what u have promised us to be strong! :D

jo@n on 11:12 AM said...

sure!^^

 

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